Last night I had a wonderful day with my girls, hanging out, gossip-ing, shopping.... It's good to spent time with you girls. There are only two way to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is though everything is miracle. I have a bad though, everything is prefect for me now, I no need to looking back anymore.


-END-

Thanks for the wonderful gifts ever for the anniversary. I love it to bits! ♥ CCYH

Belated Post

Supposed update this post on last fews week, but I forgot about it.

=__________=

Should’ve actually posted up this like days ago but i dose off the half way through blogging without even saving my draft.You can imagine how tiring am i.Thank god its still here.Shall just continue without editing anything!

For the most part, I've been really very busy in this few week until my face look like SHIT so not much picture took on that day!

Okay! Enough of crapping, continue my daily post. Hang out with my dearest friends for

SHOPPING SHOPPING and SHOPPING !!! I think I spent too much in this month, I have to stop shopping until next month, how sad! Planning to chop off my hair, dye new hair color & grab a new hand bag on next month, can't wait!

Day at Pavilion , Night at The Curve :) I know everyone thought it would be a pricy place, turns out to be very reasonably priced. Ambience was good, when sitting outside and we can enjoy the view of the nightlife of KL Pavilion and people passing by, and World Cup matches of course. Food was good, in terms of taste and portion. Service was good, food arrived on our table just on time and the servers were quite alert when we called them. This is why we are always planning to dine there again someday.

The FIFA World Cup 2010 concluded after a month. See ya again in 2014!

Finally I get my New Chanel perfume .. I'm a happy girl now ! :)

And feel happiness much ♥♥♥

I'm going to blog more once I got free time.

Quite busy in these few weeks but I do enjoy what am doing now.Will be back :) That's all for now, just a very quick post.

今天爱着的人，有可能是明天的陌生人。。。
今天不爱的人，明天可能却是牵着你的手的那个人。。。
曾经离开的人，可能却是对你苦苦追求。。

爱
其实怎样才算爱？

爱
里面包含着什么？
喜欢有包含在里面吗？

在怎样的情况下，才能归为爱？
看起来，往往都是觉得很简单，但是碰触的时候才发现是多么的复杂。。

我判断不到他给我的是不是。。。爱？
也判断不到自己。。。是否爱？

我以为他是我要的，以为他和其他的不一样
原来一切都只是我以为。。。

THE.C.CLUB ~

Yesterday taking my dinner at Pavilion ~ The.C.Club ...

 (The Carat Club)

The places is exquisite. I was drown with that. Especially the crystal lamp, I hope I get one in my room. The restaurant is combined with the diamond jewelry, you can buy a diamond while you are enjoying your meals.

Some of the furniture were lovely." And the service was amazing. It was a very post , just let the pictures told you the story ...

The desserts always is melts my hearts....

Thanks you giving a great and happier night ... Mr. CYH ..

Is it couple should like this (1)

在这个周末，我自己一个人搭巴士到关丹一趟
那里是一个曾经我熟悉的地方
这一次去，我深深体会了很多东西，看了很多东西
在那里，我有很开心，也有很不开心

我是一个从来都没有搭过巴士的人
我也不知道为什么这一次我可以那么大胆
但是心里面就是很想自己一个人
我去的原因也是因为我要找我那里的朋友聊聊心事，和放松
我和他们都很久没有见面了，这一股冲动是很突然的
星期五要去了，星期四才上网买巴士票

去的时候，抱着期待，担心和一点怕怕的感觉上巴士。
怕怕 = 毕竟我也是第一次，还要去那么远。
三个小时的路程都是我一个人，不知道是什么感觉
原来我是一个人也可以的
担心 = 我知道有一个人抱着，忍着痛，逼着去接受，而且很怕我有事的心情让我去。
谢谢你对我做的一切，但是到最后我还是伤害了你，对不起
期待 = 很期待看到我那里的朋友，尤其是Kareen，她可以算是我的姐姐。
还有一些朋友，为了还请了假，而在外坡做工的都回来陪我，谢谢你们哦

由于巴士很迟才开车，所以去到那里迟大到了。。
很多朋友都在等我，不好意思哦，我也是第一次，不要怪我哦

到了那里，看到我的姐姐，很开心，但是她因为有点事情而不开心
我明白他的感受，这几天他也抱着不开心的心情陪我
看到他这样，我却不能做什么，心里面很无奈
能做的就是只能给意见你，要怎样做，怎样选，就要靠你自己了
在那里，我也看到一些我不认得的朋友，哈哈，真的不好意思，毕竟见过不是很多次
他们大多数都有了另外一半，真的跟之前不一样
之前我去，全部都是Single And Available，但是这次回来就不一样了
其实有了另外一半是件好事来的，但是我看见我的朋友，都和他们的另外一半都搞得很不开心，很不愉快，全部都吵架和分手。。。
我也不能说什么，只能给意见，至于选择就要看你们自己了

我朋友出现的问题，都是因为他们的另外一半很“管”他们
就连一点点的自由都没有，其实我也能明白你们的感受
其实真的很想问，是不是全部的情侣都是这样的呢？
是不是一旦有了另外一半就要失去自由？
为什么谈恋爱就要失去自由？
我知道有些人是因为对自己或者是对他们的另外一半没有信心
但是为什么就要去逼你们的另外一半给自己信心呢？
信心不是你们自己给自己的吗？
你们这样逼他们都想过他们的感受吗？
你要他们难受来成全你的安心和快乐吗？
没有了信心，其实做什么，讲什么也已经没有用过了，因为无论说什么或者做什么都是一样的，都已经不信任对方了。。
逼着自己去接受，不能接受的事，那有何苦呢？
拍拖不是要开心的吗？那为什么有些人明知道那么辛苦，都还要勉强的去在一起？
就算在一起了，你们敢肯定他/她就是你想要的，敢肯定一定能白头到老吗？
就算真的很爱，也会分手。。结了婚都可以离婚。。
那为什么自己不想清楚？他是不是你要的？
如果不是，那就趁早放手。。接下来的可能更加好？

我觉得能和自己喜欢的人在一起，其实已经很幸福了。。
为什么还要浪费时间去吵架？你们不觉得很浪费时间吗？而且吵了又怎样呢？
有问题为什么不能冷静下来解决，非得要大吵大闹？
这样只会伤害你们之间的感情，并不是正正解决问题，吵架也只是会把问题弄到更加大。。
而且吵完了架，心里面也有了疤痕，也会开始失去信心。。
那有何苦呢？
如果冷静下来了，问题依然还在，对方怎样都不妥协，那你们就应该认真想清楚，他是你们想要的吗？你们真的适合吗？
如果真的不适合，那就不要一拖再拖，拖也只会让对方带来更大的伤害。。
认真地想一想，或许适合你的是下一个。。
有些人也会说，就是那一种feel，就是因为这种原因，真的不能没有对方。。
那我也很想问，feel真的那么重要吗？它可以担保你和你的另外一半一直都有feel下去吗？
所谓的feel又能维持几久，要长久并不是靠feel的。。。
何必为了那一种所谓的feel，伤害着彼此，如果真的爱对方，不是想要她开心的吗？
那为什么要弄到大家都那么辛苦，那么不开心，那么委屈？
难道你们看见你们心爱的人痛苦，你们没有感觉的吗？

你们知不知道，有些人，明明相爱但是都不能在一起。。
哪一种不是比你们还要惨吗？
对他们而言，只要能和他们所爱的人在一起一分钟，就已经很幸福了。。
哪里还会有时间去吵架？
他们会好好珍惜他们有的每一分每一秒，不会去在乎任何东西。。。
有一句话很老土，但是是真的“在乎曾经拥有，不在乎天长地久”
即是甜蜜时间不是经常有，也即使只是短暂的，但是他们都不会后悔。。
如果是真的要幸福，一分钟的幸福也已经足够了，虽然是短暂。。
但是不是真的要幸福，给你一辈子的时间，也是白费的。。
“懂得珍惜，才是最是幸福的事”

最近深深体会了一句话

如果是属于你的，就是你的。。
你怎样赶也赶不走，怎样不理，到最后都还是会回来的。。
何必要去勉强呢？勉强是没有幸福的

如果不属于你的，怎样也不是你的。。
你怎样留，怎样求，怎样绑，他也不会留下
再怎样管又有用吗？这样不是把这段感情推到死路吗？
即使留得住他的人，你也留不住他的心，要走的始终都是会走

不要做错决定，而令自己受委屈和难受
或者是会伤害到你心爱的人
要知道，如果他真的是你真命天子或是真命天女
是不会这样对你的

I do not deserve you treat so good to Me

 看见你在我的面前哭，我的心真的很痛，也很难受
心里面真的有千百万个不愿意
但是我真的不想再伤害你下去
对不起，我做不到，我知道我伤害了你

或许分手，对你和我都是一件好事
我不想看到你痛苦下去
你真的很好
这也是其中一个原因我不想再伤害你了
我根本不值得你对我那么好

问题不是在你那里，是我这里
是我不知道不知道我自己想要什么
而且我根本忘记不到，你那天对我做的一切

我知道你对我做的一切，出发点都是为了我好
但是我真的不能接受
我知道这几天，你很辛苦的去迁就我
我真的不忍心看到你这样下去
我的心很不好受
我喜欢的是以前的那个你

我知道如果我继续再这样下去
我会伤你更加深，更加痛
就等于我一点一点的给毒药你吃
我真的做不出
我宁愿伤你一次就够了

我连我自己想要什么都不知道
我现在只想活在当下
什么东西都不想要
心里面想做什么就去做
我不想后悔
我也不想我的行为会宁到你难受

希望你能明白
给我点点时间静一静

Stress =(

Life is that just same as drama?
My life is getting dramatic..
Some thing happen makes me can't believe on that..
How could it happen on me?
I hope that's just a joke!
I can't get a way to express myself..
God really love to play on me..
Love to testing me...
I really lost..helpless..
I can't express myself or describe my mood by words..

Beside cry,what else I can do..

Do you understand ME ?

一切都渐渐的改变了... 真的...

其实我知道有时候我很任性很无理取闹...
但是现在的我也懂得控制那任性和无理取闹性格了....

昨晚我的任性已控制不住了....
我对他说了一些很难听的话.....
对不起，但是因为我真的不想再忍了!!
有一些东西其实他很在乎的，只是他自己不知道罢了...

我变了...
他也变了...
他不是变坏了...
而是他让我感受到有一种错误的感觉....
我看得见他为我做的一切一切...
心里面却有一种感觉怪怪的...但是自己却知道如果不去珍惜就不再有了.

以前的他，会时时到我的部落格来看看...
试问着..
不知道他几久没有到我的部落格来看看...?
他的工作，最近变得很忙，我知道无论他几忙，他还是会抽空陪我....
但是他却不小心把一些小细节给忽略了...
心里面一直在压抑着自己，告诉自己他是因为忙，而不是忽略我....
但是最令我想不到的是“那一天“，我永远都不会忘记那一天你，你对我多的一切....
真的对你切底的失望!

我知道我特别情绪化...
女生的情绪化是为了什么呢?
男生没有一个会懂...他们只是会认为女生们太敏感了....
其实女生情绪化只不过要证明她真的是在乎你....

我要求其实很简单....
我只想要找回之前的感觉...
难到他不明白吗?

Agree ?

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了


女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电 话/短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心肺，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人，其实你不懂，女人一定要你在睡前和她说“晚安”。

Copy From Stephy Post

Be Positive !

Feel have something want to say today , but don know where to start ...

Recently , I don know why , like to think the negative side and made myself to the down mood ... Even when I listen a song , the song can easily affect my mood ...Friend around me , they're asked me , why you like to 转牛角尖 ? my answer is I don know also , maybe that's my feeling , just follow my heart ...

Well , I was lying on my bed after a long conversation with him last night , thinking of myself I was right or wrong ?  Have I really changed or you have changed  ? Is it because I become a good girl ? Maybe .... I think so ... And sometimes I'll think for long time is because of those SHIT problem , and suddelly began cry ...

Sorry to you , I said something to hurt you on last night , it's because I'm really so down .. I hope you can understand my feelings at that time ...

" I promise you I'll tell you everything when I'm down" 
"You're the only one can makes my cry and laugh"

Appreciate what I've now ♥

Hey People , It's my new update !

I'm not update my blog recently , cause I've been busy since last month ... As you can see my blog is totally dead ....

Catch up a movie last week at Pavilion , " Clash Of The Titans " ... It's a nice movie ... I think you guy should watch this ...

Last weekend , went out to celebrated my mom birthday . After work we went to Kepong area for our dinner . Finish our dinner , headed over to Pavilion caught a comedy movie "Beauty On Duty" .. quite funny ,  keep make me laughing in the cinema . HAHA ...

Mr . CYH ♥

There’s always something special bout him , it takes time to understand a person like him . Maybe people don’t see what i see , but as long as i’m happy . I’m truly blessed.

Hope we never have to say good-bye

I'hv tried to blog some many times , but nothing came out in the end ...A lot of you have asking why i don't update my blog anymore and stuff ? This question i also don know how to answer it .. But i'm glad that there's still visitors everyday even there's nothing up here ...

Although many thing wanted to write , but i don know how to begin to write ? Well , would not have to think unhappy , unhappy is to live also , so why don wan happy to live ?

My Dear,

I scare to lose you

Your careness

Your sweetness

You're my Everything

One thing I may have to say is ILOVEYOU  

Happy moment is not always got , starting from now I will treasure everything I have ...

I will never regret of choosing you as my Babyboy ...

imissyousomuch

Jus want to say Sorry to You

Been sometime i didn't drop a pen in my bloggy , Too many else happened at the same times ...

Face to my bloggy , I also duno what I want to write ...

I dont know how am I to express my feeling here ...

At here wanted to say sorry to someone Mr. Owen ...

对不起，

我辜负了你对我的好，我的心很不舒服很难受。

这么久以来，你都对我很好，很照顾我。

无论我对你怎样发脾气，你还是一样在我的身边，从来不会对我发脾气，

甚至我有什么要求，你都会尽量满足我。

我很谢谢你，真得很谢谢你。
很谢谢你给我的一切。

现在的我，不知道要怎样面对你，我觉得我很坏！

我不值得你对我那么好！

我看到你现在这样，我的心很不好受，我很惭愧！

这一切都是因为我吗?

可以不要再这样下去吗？

问题不在你那里，不是你做的不够好，你已经很好了！真得很好！

问题是出在我这里！

对不起，真的对不起！

有什么是我可以为你做的吗？

其实之前想和你说清楚，但是我不知道怎样开口？

我怕伤害到你，我不忍心伤害你！

请你原谅我！

Moment Of Chinese New Year

I celebrated this Chinese New Year quite boring and sad . Because on this Chinese New Year Eve , my grandmother was hospitalized and my mom wen to take care of her . So, i'm alone at home . But i managed to go to few places like my god brother's house , my secondary school friend's house , and meet up my dearest fren .... 

Actually I don't feel it has Chinese New Year feel this year , everywhere seems to be queit . The saddest moment of all is that I received a call from my mom saying that my grandmother had passed away one day before I started working . So , after next day wake up in early morning , I rushed back to hometown to pay her the last respect .

Grandmother , I will miss you So Much ... 

Love You Forever !!!   

weEkeNd

It's girl outing post and it's a late post.

Our first destination is Bangsar , before we started our shopping Spree, we went to Delicious to have our lunch. We had a great meal that day .

This is my SUSAN.

Then , we went to almost every shop at Bangsar , we spent almost 2 hour at there . Then our next stop is Damansara Perdana , we went in to Aurora and Cat Whiskers , I managed to get a few pieces of dresses . Then we headed to The Curve and shop along the flea market .... So So So tired ...

Yi Qi @ bb park

That day after shopping I went to Yi Qi @ BB park with my frens . Is so tired , jus had a drink with them . 

I feel that enviroment there is very good , I only took the picture of the scenery .

This was a late post ~ Sorry ~

Happy Chinese New Year All My Fren

Dear All My Fren ,

Happy New Year ya ^^

At here wanted to wish you all ...

It's Me

I admit I'm not that good in everything , but I'm trying my best to learn everything....

I knoe I'm a girl and I indeed dont have a greater piece of mind ...

But every steps taken, I'm growing to be a better person ... Tears always shed from me ... Maybe I'm just a CRYBABY ...

I might have different thoughts , but all I ever wanted was just for the best of myself ....

I knoe one should learn her lesssons ...

I will lend a helping hand in thing I need to do for ...

But I'll still be me ........ Because ...... That's Me !!!

Party Nite

01.02.2010

Just because tomorrow Monday is a holiday so i went out tonight to hang out with friend on Sunday night.Actually i was not that happy that night, but now i'm fine already as that was already past.I was quite drunk that night.

This is also a simple post. Lately i'm very lazy and do not have the mood to post.

Farewell Party

The post recently is quite late .

Maybe I'm busy with Chinese New Year stuff and something happen on me .

15.01.2010

It was a farewell lunch for my colleague in a restaurant nearby the office. Although we did not work together very long, but there's a bond and she has a very funny personality.

There are a lot of photos taken on that day, but i did not get it from them. sob.

In the night, it was my friend Terry's birthday. We, a bunch of friends accompany him to Library to celebrate with her.

This is a just a very simple post cos lately doesn't have the mood to take picture but to take picture of scenery.

FINALLY

I finally get over you already . I also can't believe this truth , but in fact you already gone very far away from my heart . Indeed time can ready heals everything , it's been a year after our break up . Distance can also heals my feeling .

Your departure makes me really think of you less and slowly, i'm getting over it and not miss you . What do you think of this , letting you go ?

But actually what i want to tell you is ......

I finally found myself back ..... back where i belong ........

The memories and moment of us will always in my heart .......

For now ,  a new story begins ....

I'm gonna look out , look further , I'm gonna look for future ...

如果你爱过我，就不要再对我说对不起。

我已经明白爱情是有多么的危险。

过了今天，我会开始爱自己多一点。

Simply Post

Yesterday all of a sudden wish to go have a karaoke session. We were planning in the office for that.

Finally we go on with the plan.

Let the picture's told the stories ~

get high, time to dance !

Enjoy the night ~

Hopefully Everything Will Be Greater

Chinese New Year is drawing near and everywhere seems to have the CNY environment. Monday was a public holiday, went to many places to buy some CNY stuffs, but i still not yet get my CNY clothes, OMG !!!

CNY this year i'm celebrating alone and makes me think of previous CNY. There's a lot of memories with you. I know 02.02 is your birthday, but i choose not to text you, because i know once i text you, I will start thinking of you. Your birthday this year, the one who accompany you is not me. I believe you should be very happy because she you can celebrate your birthday with her. Last year, I'm only the replacement of her, I would like to wish you a very Happy Birthday here.

Coming back to the topic now, CNY is just round the corner, do you guys have any plans in mind? My plan is to sleep at home, i don't know i should be happy or sad?I've got a week off for CNY break. All of a sudden, i felt the holiday is very long, and wish to resume to work faster. Last time, i would wish for a longer holiday, it's because i have a partner and wish to accompany him more. But this year, i dont have one. So, spend my time on job.

Last year at this moment, i really feel i'm a very happy girl. I can get to know you and celebrate with you each and every celebrations. The CNY this year is also Valentine's Day and makes me think more and more.

Although this is a late wish, but here i really wanna wish u Happy Birthday !

Yesterday i was shocked receiving your sms, but i never thought you think of me like this forgetting your birthday, is just that i am controlling myself not to disturb your celebration. Because i believe on that day, it must be a someone who is important to you beside you to be your companion.